Hi guys, sorry for the radio silence, my state of mind has been everywhere lately and my brain feels awkward at saying anything on any social platform.
Ok first off, I haven't been feeling great, probably with all the late nights and whatnot, especially since coming back from my trip last April. My asthma got bad on Saturday to the point I had to go to the doctor and he had me use the nebulizer. Twice.
He also tested my blood and I tested positive for mycoplasma infection (again) so there's that too yay more antibiotics that make me feel barfy hahaaa *woof*
Secondly i have a buncha stuff I'm supposed to do and because of the above, not much energy to do them. Hate to make it an excuse but it is what it is. There's SwapOut and Patreon stuff i should be providing, merch im planning to sell at an artist alley booth etc. and it's kinda making me mentally overwhelmed I guess, cos SwapOut usually takes up most of my free weekends so I can't do the other stuff.
I'm considering slowing down updates on the comic (which I already missed like 2 pages) and i know the usual 1 page per week is slow for most people but yeah it might get slower from here ;-; I've always believed in myself that I can handle these things all at once but to be honest it's probably a bite more than I can chew.
Thirdly... I dunno this is just me rambling. I'm horrible at keeping in contact with friends so eventually there's no contact at all and I'm usually fine with it cos I'm an introvert anyway but it pops up in my head every now and then I get sad about it. But really it's my own fault they won't remember me.
Working full-time's been ok, I don't think I'd trade anything else as my first full job but I... can't talk. How do you make friends if you're me? In school everyone's roughly the same age and there's like introductions and projects you have to do with them so you get used to them anyway and ice breakers at the start, etc. I've been able to make friends through that and getting by but here... I'm too anxious in a job setting, like all I think I should be doing is work even though I know it's not strict here. The only people I'm more comfortable with are the guys in my department but I never am the one to start conversations and all a step older. I have the SwapOut discord nowadays for those who know and that's been helping but it gets lonely sometimes.
Anyway hope you guys understand! I really do want to get back into it cos I know it's fun and streaming with people sharing music is great, but I gotta sort this stuff out. And my brain isn't letting me for the most part which doesn't help at all. You might see me playing more in an effort to cope so please excuse that. Pages from now will probably come when they come.
Also if people responded to
's journal to adopt Sonic OCs/FCs through my poll, big thanks! You guys are great <3